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24 March 2006 @ 07:42 pm
Nevermind me...  

Looking back at 2004, I'm so thankful that I'm where I'm today.
I was looking in the archive of my livejournal, back to 2004, the year I created this...and it made a terrible feeling arrive once again when I read all the memories about my second boyfriend. It was a pointless relationship....and I now know that, but it still hurts to look back, because the entire time I was thinking to myself, 'You shouldn't be with this guy!'

But I don't want to look into the past to wish things didn't happen, I look so I can see how blessed I am to be living in today...with AARON! I honestly and truly with ALL MY HEART must say that Aaron is the only guy I want to be with for the rest of my life.

I've had so many signs that point to forever for us. I don't feel the need to lay out those sings, but they're there. And I'm noticing more each week. I now feel that God is smiling when he looks at Aaron and I because we both have that faith a relationship needs. 
We get into small arguements and give in at times, but with God on our side and faith to last a lifetime, you'll see us with rings on our left hands someday.

And that's a promise.

<>< Shan
Caught up. Caught Up.

 
 
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